Beginner’s experience is deeper than that of veterans
for it originates from curiosity and wonder.
However, most of them become oblivion-
they remain at the core of one’s being
influencing the entire life of each one.
Those risky ones laid the foundation
for one’s life and pops up now and then
to strengthen in times of toils and troubles.
If you want to explore them
look at those grave decisions
you have deliberately taken.
If you think that those were taken by
your strong will and prayer.
it is not true
for it was triggered by them.